I just can't wait anymore. I am so ready for this to end. They keep saying we will miss this training, but I can't say I will. I am beyond done. My body hurts and I am so burned out on yoga and lectures and well everything!!!
I am so happy I did this, but just cannot wait to get started. I am terrified to teach my first class though....I mean I still get nervous trying to get up and give 1 posture, when I teach I have to 90 mins of class....Hello!!! Talk about multi-tasking!!! This without a doubt will be the best career and I hope as long as I remember when I am teaching it is all about the students in the class and has nothing to do with me, it should make it all the easier.
I think that is the one thing I can get my head around during this whole training. I am still waiting on the PROCESS, to make sense, but I do get how amazing this yoga is for everyone who finds it and sticks with it, and that is what makes me keep going and I just tell myself, it might take me longer than most to become a good teacher, but I just know I will give it my all.
I met so many wonderful people and especially in my posture clinic group, there are some that I don't think I could have made it without their support and just them being themselves. I might have got put with an over-achieving group, but I am so glad I did.
Well, I might miss 2 things, some of the people and just the pool at the spa!!!...lol It is a saltwater mix and so fantastic. It is relaxing and so just wonderful to get away from life. I actually have very faint tan lines...which is amazing for me. I can't wait to type the blog for next week...my last week!!!!! Until then...how everyone is well and will talk to you soooooon!!!
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Only 2 1/2 weeks to go!!!!!!
I cannot believe the end is getting close. I would like to say I am sad to see this hell ride coming to an end, but I am so happy that the end is finally within view.
We are about to complete bow pose and we will probable be finished either by end of this week or beginning of next with all the postures. WOW!!! We have been doing 6-7 hrs posture clinics and finally got a lecture this evening on the female parts or whatever some people like to call them. It was interesting and educational.
I am excited though about the rest of the week to hear about the postures and the medical benefits. YEAH!!!!!
I am getting exciting and way nervous about coming home to teach. I have been struggling with the dialogue and last week 5 postures in 1 week was a big challenge and I am not sure if I even have them in my long term memory, but as the saying goes here....TRUST THE PROCESS!!!!!
I am trying, but it is not an easy thing to do when all I want to say is WHY? I don't and just take each class as they come.
I have made some really great friends from all other and have a great group for posture clinics. I am in the over achiever group, but they are so awesome and supportive. I have to say I am very lucky.
I so miss Erik and Bailee and well even my family and his who I don't see normally, but do miss them all. I think the weekends have been the hardest, only because week days you have no time to think. Erik is coming June 26th and I am counting down the days. I just cannot believe I miss him as much as I do. He has been so wonderful and sweet and all of the above.
I will try to update this a little more over the next 2 weeks and maybe even get some pics up this weekend. I have been so focused on studying and just trying to survive, this has taken a backseat.
Well, I so need some sleep, so off to bed I go and next time I write, we will only have 2 weeks left....YES!!!!!
We are about to complete bow pose and we will probable be finished either by end of this week or beginning of next with all the postures. WOW!!! We have been doing 6-7 hrs posture clinics and finally got a lecture this evening on the female parts or whatever some people like to call them. It was interesting and educational.
I am excited though about the rest of the week to hear about the postures and the medical benefits. YEAH!!!!!
I am getting exciting and way nervous about coming home to teach. I have been struggling with the dialogue and last week 5 postures in 1 week was a big challenge and I am not sure if I even have them in my long term memory, but as the saying goes here....TRUST THE PROCESS!!!!!
I am trying, but it is not an easy thing to do when all I want to say is WHY? I don't and just take each class as they come.
I have made some really great friends from all other and have a great group for posture clinics. I am in the over achiever group, but they are so awesome and supportive. I have to say I am very lucky.
I so miss Erik and Bailee and well even my family and his who I don't see normally, but do miss them all. I think the weekends have been the hardest, only because week days you have no time to think. Erik is coming June 26th and I am counting down the days. I just cannot believe I miss him as much as I do. He has been so wonderful and sweet and all of the above.
I will try to update this a little more over the next 2 weeks and maybe even get some pics up this weekend. I have been so focused on studying and just trying to survive, this has taken a backseat.
Well, I so need some sleep, so off to bed I go and next time I write, we will only have 2 weeks left....YES!!!!!
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